FML

seriously, i am very very vexed now. relationship is going no where. i do not need you to earn big bucks, i do not need you to sweet talk with me, i just need your presence. is it very difficult? OH, i forgot, you are a very busy man, you need to coach your little juniors in the office. you need to go for entertainments - which means drinking. you need to meet your clients everyday. yup, you don't choose to, you have to make a living. got no choice. so ME should be understanding to you. i should be more considerate for your situation. i shouldn't add up your amount of stress. so when i am sick, you still chose to go for your bloody soccer. you chose to go for your drinking. you chose to occupy your whole day with meetings till packed.then at night just fetch me home and sleep. WAIT UP.nope you don't sleep immediately. you read papers, you play your games --- all these are your form of DE-stressments.
but have you thought about me? do you know how i cry myself to sleep alone? do you know you are all i have got? do you know how i am everyday just looking forward to see you after work? how i always wait for you to have dinner together? how much i hope to spend more time at home together? I sacrifice my mum just to be with you. but fuck. what do i get? loneliness and loneliness and LONELINESS.
how long can i endure, i dunno. just FML.